Will get better. I promise.
Finishing up the last thought on finally turning in my article today; it feels damn good to make a deadline.
It's been a while since I wrote a 'research paper,' or rather any sort of academic paper. I definitely got a wakeup call because I spent the better half of the last three days remembering how to write, how to take notes, how to organize my thoughts and how to express my self on paper. I've been going to starbucks at Least once a day, during my breaks and after work. When I wasn't writing, I was still thinking about what i should be writing. It was insanity, a state of constant stress.
But, the release felt after I made this deadline was also something I haven't felt in a long time. Long story short, I miss pushing myself and running these mental marathons. Looking forward to(and dreading) my next project. I think everyone acclimates to working under pressure. It's just been awhile since i've had to do that.
that said, I hate it when people do this, but I can't help it. I really feel good about where I am going in life right now. this sort of discipline and release is something that is pervading all aspects of my life. I hope the results...mental/academic release, physical release (exercise that is), artistic release are all areas where the gratification is pretty immediate. But, hard work pays off, and so does a bright demeanor right? So hopefully, i'll be subconsiously working towards my career release or payoff and my social release haha (aka make friends!) I'm blabbering nonsense now.
LA Decomp is this weekend...stoked. Maybe i'll get some good footage for a new video. :)
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